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I face my demons wrestling these angels to the ground
And all that I could find was a thin line between all the saints
And villains it was crossed
In my own mind
Some day I'm gonna find it wish i knew what i was looking for
inside the disarray
I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's
Alright I wouldn't have it any other way
Struggling between the facts and fiction I'm alone
But I'm alive
Everyone around me is trying to make a statement
Then there's me
I'm just trying to survive
Some day I'm gonna find it wish i knew what i was looking for
inside the disarray
I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's
Alright I wouldn't have it any other way
If this was any other day I'd pretend to know where I stand
I just don't know
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[08 May 2006|07:24pm] |
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i guess i'm an asshole again, maybe i'll never figure it out...i'm a fool...
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[01 May 2006|03:33pm] |
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"Grey Street - Lillywhite Vers" by Dave Matthews Band - Live at 3 Rivers Stadium 7-3-00 |
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Well I got things all ironed out with the fun packet of papers I got in the mail that said I was being sued. Damn credit cards from the past lurking about. Payment plan an such, the usual fixes, but it's taken care off. (sips cap'n coke)
9 days until moving begins. Haven't started to pack anything yet but should. I have however at least gathered some boxes for my debris.
Might be times to play some classic videogames.
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[28 Apr 2006|04:50pm] |
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sorry that dave cannot be tired from working the last 11 days in a row, or having a stressful time with co-workers that don't really work. or that moving is being a little stressful. dave isn't the only cranky one...
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[28 Feb 2006|02:29pm] |
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I am 12% White Trash. I, my friend, have class. I am so not white trash. . I am more than likely Democrat, and my place is neat, and there is a good chance I may never drink wine from a box. |
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[22 Oct 2005|06:29pm] |
You fit in with:
Atheism
Your ideals mostly resemble those of an Atheist. You have very little faith and you are very focused on intellectual endeavors. You value objective proof over intuition or subjective thoughts. You enjoy talking about ideas and tend to have a lot of in depth conversations with people.
100% scientific.
60% reason-oriented.
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[18 Aug 2005|10:43pm] |
PHILADELPHIA!
You scored 51% Style, 33% Climate, and 27% Culture! |
You are Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. Philadelphia, the largest city in Pennsylvania, is located in the southeast part of the state at the junction of the Schuylkill and Delaware Rivers. It is coextensive with Philadelphia County. Philadelphia, the City of Brotherly Love, was settled in 1681 by Capt. William Markham, who, with a small band of colonists, had been sent out by his cousin, William Penn. Penn arrived the following year with the intention of creating a refuge for the Quakers. The city abounds in landmarks of early American history, including Independence Hall, where the Declaration of Independence was signed, and the Liberty Bell. Other significant tourist attractions are the Philadelphia Museum of Art, the Franklin Institute Science Museum, and the Philadelphia Zoological Gardens.
You love the fast pace of city life, but it's a little surprising that you're not as cultured as someone who loves the city so much would be. You love shopping and being somewhere that never sleeps. You don't prefer to be stuck in major crowds and you like to be surrounded more by people who think like you. You could probably stand to open your mind a little more to all of the experiences that are out there...you would probably gain a lot of admirers because of your sense of style and fun...just try keep the snootiness down a bit, k? Just kidding, maybe. All in all, Philly is a lovely city in my opinion. And the weather's not terrible either. |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 99% on Style |
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You scored higher than 99% on Climate |
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You scored higher than 99% on Culture |
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[26 Jun 2005|04:28pm] |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust. |
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
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[26 Jun 2005|04:28pm] |
| Your Aries Drinking Style |
 Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes don't know when to call it a night.
Your competitive streak makes you prone to closing time shot contests.
You're a sloppy, fun drunk, and you get mighty flirty after a couple tipples.
Getting you drunk is a good way for people to get what they want out of you, should other methods fail.
You can become bellicose when blotto, but you will assume that whatever happened should be forgiven (if not forgotten) by sunrise.
You can be counted on to do the same for others -- so long as they haven't gone and done anything really horrible to you last night (ahem, sneaky Gemini!) | | Your Signature Cocktails | | Aries, born under the hot-stuff planet Mars, is the ruler of spicy food and red things -- and for balance, astrologers recommend they eat tomatoes, onions, olives and greens. That's right, Aries, you were born under the sign of the bloody Mary. Aries also rules grapefruit, and they've been known to kick back a salty dog and a sea breeze or two. For extreme hotcha, try a concoction with cinnamon liqueur in it. | | Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies | | Conan O'Brien, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Sarah Jessica Parker, David Letterman, Jessica Alba, Jennifer Garner, Jack Black, and Hugh Hefner. |
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[31 May 2005|10:36pm] |
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missing my special someome...
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[14 May 2005|11:30am] |
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Jesus of Suburbia by Greenday - American Idiot |
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Jesus Of Suburbia
[Part 1]
I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
At least the ones I got away with
And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me
Get my television fix sitting on my crucifix
The living room or my private womb
While the moms and brads are away
To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane
To keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine
And there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In a land of make believe
That don't believe in me
[Part 2: City Of The Damned]
At the center of the Earth
In the parking lot
Of the 7-11 were I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says home is where your heart is
But what a shame
Cause everyone's heart
Doesn't beat the same
It's beating out of time
City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care
I read the graffiti
In the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures of a shopping mall
And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it only confirmed that
The center of the earth
Is the end of the world
And I could really care less
City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere
City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to careeeeee
[Part 3: I don't care]
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care
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I don't careeeeeeeeee
Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
And it don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!
I don't care! [x4]
[Part 4: Dearly beloved]
Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse
[Part 5: Tales of another broken home]
To live and not to breathe
Is to die In tragedy
To run, to run away
To find what you believe
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
I lost my faith to this
This town that don't exist
So I run
I run away
To the light of masochist
And I leave behind
This hurricane of fucking lies
And I walked this line
A million and one fucking times
But not this time
I don't feel any shame
I won't apologize
When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain
When you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah you're leaving home...
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[12 Apr 2005|06:01pm] |
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Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a form of
ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter
it every six months" by Oscar Wilde.
You are a very sarcastic person with a sharp
tongue. You may not be the one always talking,
but your mind is nevertheless critizing. You
tend to have a cynical view on life itself and
be somewhat withdrawn with who you really are.
Society now is in your eyes corrupted and you
wonder how the world will survive. And people
are in your mind very ignorant and blind to the
reality.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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[10 Apr 2005|09:59pm] |
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Your Inner European is Irish! |
Sprited and boisterous!
You drink everyone under the table. |
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[10 Apr 2005|09:59pm] |
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You May Be a Bit Narcissistic ... |
Yeah, you're a bit fixated on yourself.
But you're so great, you can't help it!
You're a bit obsessed with your own fame and success.
And you'll push past anyone who stands in your way. |
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"If you're not the one" by Daniel Bedingfield |
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You Are 65% Normal
(Really Normal)
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Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal
You're like most people most of the time
But you've got those quirks that make you endearing
You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so! |
Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
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[29 Mar 2005|09:26am] |
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You are the fairy of Fire! You are quite strong and powerful, people look up to you greatly and often seek your protection. You have the ability to gain many friends. Not everyone is capable of leadership but you certainly have the willpower and flare to do it.
Which fluttering fairy are you?
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