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lazy day [24 Jul 2012|06:47pm]

Almost 7pm guess I should wander into the outside world. It's taco Tuesday btw... mmmm

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[23 Jul 2012|05:51am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Kris is still amazing after all these years... :-)

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Back to work [28 Aug 2004|05:55pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Back to work today at the bar. Next week sometime will be the store. Foot feeling good. Really could use the money though. Most of the staff at the bar has been replaced. It will be fun with all the new people. Just working the slower days until I'm ready to deal with the large crowds. Last thing I need is for someone to step on my foot. So I've been planted at the door for the first few days. Highest point in the bar. At least I will be able to see all who comes in.

Day 54 return to light duty work. YaY. Done with this being off all day everyday.

kutiekris has been a busy boi. Hope he finds the kind of place he is looking for and that job he mentioned.

Been behaving and not drinking. Need to save every penny and focus on moving soon. Going to be rough, but I should be able to pull it off. On the hunt of a nice one bedroom or studio apartment. Nothing overly special. I basically only sleep at home when I'm working on my normal schedules. That or just on the internet. No need for lots of space for all that. Less to clean as well. hehe for my laziness.

I keep getting compliments on losing weight and looking nice and toned on upper body. ha see what hopping on crutches for 50 days does to you. Been eating lots better too. I need to start doing crunches to work on getting a six-pack, hehe.

Been chatting lots with lionsbane. Lots of fun. Chat and chat for hours and hours. lol. Sun comes up and then it's lunchtime, omg hehe.

Saw the one and only xkafeix wandering around outside his hobbit hole a few days back while riding around with mike d. while he delivered pizza for his shop. Some unknown little lady was with him. hmmm? mr. single guy, lol. but what do i know? rumors are flying.

Well i should go get ready for work. hehe

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[26 Aug 2004|02:41am]
[ mood | worried ]

Sitting back relaxing. Wandered all over the place today. All were excited to see that I don't have the crutches. Stopped down at Images today to visit Louis. It was his birthday Wednesday. He was happy to see me.

Using a client to update, hope it works correctly.

A little worried about metheenx sending healing thoughts his way. Just yet another hurdle in the race, you'll do fine noah!!

Back to the doctor for me next Wednesday. Healing greatly. Back to work very soon. Going to save all possible dollars to prepare for my move.

A very rare sighting today, the one and only xkafeix always good to catch up with cheif.

Time to go back to watching The Olympics.

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[25 Aug 2004|01:08am]
just got home, omg, FIRST DAY i didnt use crutches, wow. i amaze myself. 50 days since i've walked alone on my own 2 feet, landmark day today is. just so amazed that 2nd day i've had shoes on, big deal for me. love everyone who supported me through this, noah, billy, dean, and kris especially, keeping me going you four. Many others are there but i talked with the main four i think daily. i almost cannot repay you, means so much. love my noah as always, kisses billy, hugs and kisses to deanie no worries you be fine in Japan, kris, don't even know what to say or where to begin, love you probably too much, if that's possible. "....don't let me let you goooooo......" kisses and hugs!!
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[21 Aug 2004|01:55pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Just hanging out. Feeling a lot better foot wise. Everyone saying not to rush things, but I think I'll be returning to work very soon. Too many bills screaming me in the face. Been walking lots around the house without crutches. Doing well. So going to mentally prep for the big return. Just can't not have income. Sinking fast. 10 days until I see the doctor again. I'll see what happens there. Either way though I think I'll be going back September. ::groan:: day 47.

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Relaxing afternoon... [15 Aug 2004|12:52pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Well healing nicely. Doctors are happy. Return to work status is 'undetermined'. Joy. Been out and about. I am off medications so I can enjoy a drink or two. Nothing to serious because last thing I need to do is hurt myself. Still hopping with crutches. Maybe at next appointment they'll be able to tell me when I'll start to walk again.

On to bad news. Dan has informed me that he is selling the house he is living in, and this one I am. Then he will move somewhere he is buying a new place. This will all take time, but the search for an apartment has begun. Be tough with no income at the moment. Everything has been falling into place so far with all this mess so I hope the trend continues.

So just been hopping all around town seeing people I haven't for some time. Trying to stay positive and focused.

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"I Want Love" by ELTON JOHN from "Songs From The West Coast" [15 Aug 2004|12:30pm]
I want love, but it's impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

I can't love, shot full of holes
Don't feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don't feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

I want love on my own terms
After everything I've ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I've seen so much traffic

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

So bring it on, I've been bruised
Don't give me love that's clean and smooth
I'm ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I've had enough

A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love

But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won't break me down
Won't brick me up, won't fence me in
I want a love, that don't mean a thing
That's the love I want, I want love
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tired [09 Aug 2004|06:04pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Sitting back sipping coffee. About time for a nap. Been up all day. I was awake at 7AM and it wasn't because I was still awake from the day before. hehe. Been hanging out with Matt. Goodtimes. Off to the doctors tommarrow to check on things. See what's up and such with the foot. This being off has gotten so old. I want to return to work. Healing nicely, but probably not as quickly as I would like, but moving along. Day 35.

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[08 Aug 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

"Angels"

If it's not that far from where we are
I'd like to wait if I could
Until the day that the angel comes around
I won't find the solace that I'm seeking

You can't make me run, you can't make me free
The only thing I trust is what's inside of me
If I rely on you what am I gonna do
When you crush and kill the core connecting us
Protecting us, in all we go through

Is this my conviction... will it last forever?

So sad and hard it hurts for awhile
I feel it all... stop feeding off me
Don't ask me how you will survive
Or try to stay together amputated

If it's not that far from where we are
I'd like to wait if I could
Until the day that the angel comes around
I won't find the solace that I'm seeking

Is this my conviction... will it last forever?
Do I belong to this?

Is this my conviction... will it last forever?
Do I belong to this?

If it's not that far from where we are
I'd like to wait if I could
Until the day that the angel comes around
I won't find the solace....

Don't try to make me love, 'cause you can't make me see
The only time I'll know is when happiness is free
I won't rely on you...
'cause that won't get me through
All we've got is this crazy core connecting us
Protecting us from what we'll go through

Is this my conviction... will it last forever?
Do I belong to this?

Is this my conviction... will it last forever?
Do I belong to this?...
Do I belong to this?...
Do I belong?...
Do I belong to this?

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[07 Aug 2004|03:47am]
[ mood | flirty ]

Been a nice day. Over all at least. My right foot tripped while I was hopping up the steps and I fell forward onto the steps. This caused me to smack my elbow and take out my left knee. Nothing to major. Didn't hurt my foot so I'm happy. Hung aout at home with Matt and watched movies all night. I liked the one stand up dvd with Ellen. I was laughing my ass off. I don't remember the titles, I had never heard of them before. Goodtimes were had by all. Just sitting back relaxing watching Conan O'brien.

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A Thought [06 Aug 2004|03:37am]
[ mood | amused ]

I was hopping around my kitchen. I was making some yummy peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. I am going to unevenly muuscle toned. The joy of not having much use of my left leg forces me to use these wonderful crutches. While getting something to eat it is too hard to have my hands busied by crutches. So like an ass I hop around on my right foot. Through doing this over the past month I think my right leg and butt are more toned then the opposite side. Maybe I'm just retarded or maybe I just have too much free time to notice such things. Then again, I could be both.

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Finally an update... [04 Aug 2004|06:26pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Went out last night, been a month since stopping at my usual hangouts. Lot's of missed people. Lot's of chatter and no drinks yet, still on medication. So still behaving in that sense.

Days just flying by. It is day 30 since my time off started with me in the hospital. Sleep schedule all messed up. Getting up later and later in the afternoon. Slowly becoming a vampire i guess. No tan at all really. I barely have the farmers tan. Nothing. So quite pale. Oh well, I guess it can be a defense mechanizm. Pull my shirt up and blind someone with the bright pale flash. hahahahaha.

Over the past week I did get to meet up with some old friends. Haven't seen some of them in over 6 months. So that was cool.

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[27 Jul 2004|09:20pm]
Aphrodite
Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Sunday afternoon. Joy!! [25 Jul 2004|06:00pm]
Yeah just another exciting day. Got a new file shareware program. Thanks to Kris. Kazaa the big spyware-virus it is has ruined me enough. So i have moved to to LimeWire. Happy so far. Easy, basic, and simple.

Been feeling the 'ghost toe' they warned me about. It's a very strange and weird feeling i find hard to describe. It's not like you feel the toe by feeling it up against the second toe. The nerves still go down to the void that used to be my big toe. To keep circulation going good i was told to wiggle (remaining, hehe) toes and move foot around 'like normal' while relaxing in bed. So i get this sensation from the wound that i can 'feel' the lower half of my toe. It's just weird. So now i can make plans to join the circus. hahaha
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[22 Jul 2004|04:55pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Holding off on the skin graph for a bit. Doctor was it to heal a little more so it will be more smooth so it can easy to keep clean. So the waiting continues. Spent the afternoon at mom's apartment with her and Ray yesterday. A nice relaxing time. The usual laughing about the family. Just when you think I have enough reason to dislike my dad, I get more. We wont go into that now though.

Since I'm almost completely nocturnal now, lol, I took a nap when I got home from mom's around 6pm. Woke about 11:30pm. My buddy John calls me. So we're off to eat n park. I must have drank a pot of coffee, hehe. We were highly entertained by the other people there. Craziness. This group of 3 guys is seeted near us. The one is this complete 'i'll never get laid' computer geek with this aweful lisp. Sounds like he is talking with a mouth full of spit and / or has a retainer. Who the fuck knows. John and I just couldn't stop laughing. We're evil.

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[20 Jul 2004|11:58pm]
Way too much free time i now have. I miss work, as scary as that may seem. This sitting around doing nothing is definately not for me. Trying to figure things out. Not working right now. I can't be on my feet long at all. So starting to worry a little about income, or lack there of. Mom and Ray have been so cool. Helping me out lots. I really like Ray. I'm glad mom finally is with someone that makes her happy. He's been taking me to doctors appointments and helpng any other way he can. We get along great. More then what i can say about my father. He hasn't even called me. We've talked while i was in the hospital so he knows what's up. Hell with him. Lots been swirling in the headspace. Just don't know how to go about dealing with some of the issues floating around in my head.

Been spending my days and nights online just about constantly. That tv, and some NES. I am so bored of doing nothing, i think i mentioned that. hehe.

Off to the plastic surgeon tommarrow. Some skin graph action. Trying to stay positive. Kris has been around this keeps me from getting to depressed.
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[17 Jul 2004|04:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Another day is here. Healing continues. Taking it easy as instructed, even though i hate it. Monday i have an appointment to get checked out. Maybe they will give me some timelines and/or limits to going back to work and being up and about. Need to get back to work. Bills don't pay themselves. Still in the clear as of right now, but all my vacation days are used up. Trying not to worry too much about it. Focused on getting better.

I snuck out for a little last night. Julie was worried about me so i stopped over at the midtown tavern where she works. Had a few cokes. Minus the captain, lol. I'll be fine without the alcohol. Also stopped in to see John at the mason jar because julie had said he was asking about me. Last they saw me i told them i was going into the hospital the next night. That was july 4. So stopped to say i'm still here and getting better. Be sometime before i can drink again. antibiotics for the next few weeks, i'll be fine. Stop by again for more soda, that's all. Wasn't out too long. Don't want to over do anything.

Then to chatting until the AM hours, hehe. the usual. Been playing The Legend of Zelda for NES last 2 days. Fun times. Hard to beleive almost that Nintendo is 19 years old. Still working good too.

a day of rain. oh well i'm in here all day relaxing. Not like it makes a difference to me.

Dean you'll be fine. No worries buddy.

Kris let's get some coffee and watch the rain.

Julie happy fucking birthday you old crazy bitch, hope to see you later.

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[17 Jul 2004|02:01pm]
I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.
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more quiz fun [16 Jul 2004|09:58am]
HASH(0x8adbae4)
Your CD collection is almost as big as your ego,
and you can most likely play an instrument or
three. You're a real hit at parties, but you're
SO above karaoke.
What people love: You're instant entertainment.
Unless you play the obo.
What people hate: Your tendency to sing louder than
the radio and compare everything to a freaking
song.


What Kind of Elitist Are You?
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